IT'S LIKE I JUST STEPPED OUTSIDE WHEN EVERYTHING WAS GOING RIGHT

"But I wanna go home, hm I got to go home.

Let me go hooooommmmmeeeeeee,

I'm just too far from where you are, I wanna come home."

Oh Michael Buble, you've just summarized everything I've been feeling in the last couple of days so so very well. I've been playing this song on replay for what seems like forever and ever. I feel like I'm utterly living someone else's life and I'm starting to lose sense of myself. I'm not acting like myself these days; I'm so easily irritable, always in a bad mood, and never truly happy. I've fallen into some bad habits and my priorities are complete skewed. This isn't me. I'm not like this. It's starting to scare me. I used to be such a simple person; I liked midnight adventures, rooftop movies, chilling at my friends' doing absolutely nothing together, laughing huge hearty laughs that escalades to a crazy indescribable volume. I miss everything about home, everything. I miss the endless nights, the stupid jokes, the conspiracies we'd invent, getting lost driving around, watching boy meets world at 3AM, seeing "ghosts" on long roads, breaking and entering, star gazing on golf courses, bitch sessions, group cries, eating home cooked meals, and most of all, always having somewhere I could go and having people I could tell anything to. It's not like I don't have friends at Cal that I love, I really do and I don't know what I would do without them. I seriously got sooo lucky. But still, there's a huge part of me that yearns for a replay of senior year. I miss my old life. I was just starting to get comfortable when all of a sudden college came around. I never thought I'd feel this way. I didn't feel this way at first, but now, it's all I can think about. My friends were my life, they were my support system, my significant others, my other family.

Can't wait to utter these phrases:

"It'll all be alright,

I'll be home tonight,

I'm coming baaacckk home."

I miss you all and I love you.

My itunes knows me so well, You Make My Dreams Come True by Hall & Oates just came on and a smile instantly crept up on my face, it's simply impossible not to.

To go along with my bummy attitude, I'm dressing just as bummy.

Trying to look tough, thuggg life yo! Not. AHAHA

HI :D

Sorry for the crappy pictures, I can't wait to finally get a DSLR!

lumberjack plaid for my halloween costume last year: heritage

white tank: online

cut offs: f21

tights: charlotte russe

rainbows: journeys

elephant necklace: taiwan